The Strength To Survive

Is this a poison? but why the taste like honey?
I hope this isn’t a trap, but it’s an opportunity
Let me feel a little warm from the sun's light
And took a little hope from the mirage in the desert

Just as a fisherman, adrift in the ocean
There is the mist that obscures the logic and the conscience
What is the difference between wants and needs
When what I want and what I need is happiness

Nothing is wrong, I just don’t want to be alone
But I feel like a moth, want to fly to the moon
With both small wings, fragile and powerless
So I had to surender, live in the ground forever

This is so hard to say goodbye to happiness
And receive all the tenderness in the long loneliness
I hope as they say “the pain can make you grow up and stronger”
Cause whatever happens later, I just need the strength to survive